It still feels like crazy talk if I just flat out say "I'm pregnant". I've been dreaming about these days. The days when I take an hpt, see the two beautiful pink lines, and run out to Chris, crying and saying, "WE'RE PREGNANT!!!". However, that's not how it's gone down.
Chris says that it's "no surprise" because we transferred two embryos into my uterus. I, too, agree that it's not really a "surprise" —but I still really think it feels so unreal... like a really long, very realistic, dream.
Yes, we still know it's super early, and that things can change from one day to the next, but for now... we are pregnant and as happy as can be! :)
Saturday, we will go for my blood work and get our results later in the day. I'm praying that our blood results match with our hpt results.
**side note: yesterday, we asked KJ when she would want to know "the news", if we ended up pregnant. I asked her "would you want to know right away or would you want to wait until it's a bit more certain, like with a first sonogram or something?" (because we have talked with her about "pregnancy loss". She understands what it all means, but we understand that she is still just a child, and a loss of that type would be tremendously hard for her.) Surprisingly, she said that she would rather find out once it's more certain, with a first sonogram. I told her what a mature decision that is. (I was really surprised. With as much as she talks about it, just about everyday, I really thought she was going to say she wanted to know asap.). It's going to be very difficult for me to NOT spill the beans too soon!!! lol
How I've been feeling:
- Not too much of a headache today —just off and on for a little while.
- Super sleepy. I just want to stay in bed all day (but I can't.)
- Still super thirsty, all day long.
- More endo pains and pull-like feelings in my lower abdomen. (I expected to feel something but I'm kind of annoyed with the endo pains right now.)
- Crazy sweaty-hot flashes
I still can't believe that the possibility of a little life (or two), growing inside of me, is real... like actually happening, right now... It's not just a dream anymore. I'm so very very thankful to God. Every single moment that we can continue this journey is a true miracle and blessing!!!
Here are our current hpt results: