September 15, 2014

Ready to shine my sink already!

I have SERIOUSLY been trying to "shine my sink" for three weeks now.  I'm pretty sure this is week number four.  Dishes just never go away.  Like NEVER!  After dinner, I just don't have energy, or motivation, to get up and clean more dishes --again!  I can't be the only one.

Do we own too many dishes?  Is there a such thing as a 'perfect amount' to own?  I'm seriously ready to just throw everything away and start fresh.  Really.

I came across, and I am loving everything I read.  I'm currently just trying to 'get started'.  Her very First Baby Step is to Shine Your Sink.  That's supposed to be 'Day 1' of her Baby Steps.  ha!  How about 'Month 1'?!  :(

Sitting here crying, letting it all out for a bit.

4am... (this might be a bunch of "ramblings")

I'm literally sitting here crying over reading things about large families and how to "make it all work".  I probably don't really fall into the "large family" category, but, for me, we are a large family right now.  I say "right now" only because, I'm sure once the twins get a bit older, things won't feel so repetitive? ...where I feel I'm doing for 4, maybe even 5, toddlers

And I really haven't blogged much about a lot of other things that have been going on in my life, but I strongly believe that KJ has SPD, Sensory Processing Disorder, or something similar. (I've done online assessments, from great sites I've found, and too much lines up and points in that direction.  It's sad, heartbreaking, frustrating, concerning, but, please understand where I am coming from when I also say, "relieving".  So much has gone on for so many years.  And there is a sense of relief feeling like my 'mommy intuition' hasn't been crazy... It may not be that she just doesn't care.  It may be