We bought some prop items and Chris worked on some little frames to add into our photos. Things like that made me excited. Anxious to see the final product makes me excited. Getting dressed and ready made me exhausted!! I had already started my day not feeling so well. *the night before, at 3am, I started contracting pretty regularly for about an hour. After I finally fell asleep, I woke up several times due to feeling contractions —which had not yet happened during this pregnancy. So, I didn't sleep all that well and then, when I woke up, the contractions were still bugging me. Chris suggested that we try to reschedule but I really just wanted to get it done and over with, not having to plan for another day of "prepping for pictures".
I took about two hours to get myself all primped and ready. I was exhausted. Unfortunately, we ended up running a little late and it didn't leave much time to soak in any of what was really going on. It wasn't until I was driving to the location that it all hit me. On the radio, in between going over the photo session "check list", I heard:
"Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me..."
I broke down and choked on my tears until I just couldn't hold them back any longer. I told Chris how I was feeling, "We are here. We're finally here! Pregnant. On our way to take maternity photos!" The song that was playing, on the radio, was one that encouraged me many, many times when I just felt broken and knocked down from years of infertility —I knew that God was holding me. I knew that He had not left me to handle it alone. I knew that He had a very special plan for me (us). He never let go of me, through every high and every single low. Such comfort. Hearing that song just brought it all back to me. Yet, being on this new journey, I am able to look back and see how God had a VERY special plan for us -one I could have only imagined, never thinking it would become a reality: pregnant with twins!
During that moment, I forgot about my make-up, hair, and ways I wanted the photos to be perfect. All I could do was praise and thank God for the wonderful miracles we've been so blessed to enjoy over these past months. Even as I type this, I am in tears just thinking how everything eventually comes together, full circle, sometimes in ways that you least expect. All it takes is the tiniest bit of faith... not always easy, but definitely always worth it! Nothing gets better than what God can do.
All in all, I think the session went really well. I previewed just a few photos from her camera and I am so in love already. I can not wait to see the rest!
Unfortunately, KJ and Chris forgot to take water for themselves; so we ended up sharing my 34oz BubbaKeg of water (which, on a hot and humid day, will NOT keep three people hydrated). I believe I ended up sweating more than I could replace and that led to contractions 5 mins apart (started around 7:15pm). After about 2 hrs, they had spread out to 8-10 mins apart. Nothing painful; just concerned me since nothing like that had ever happened, yet. I was drinking water like crazy! But it still didn't seem to do much. Midwife Robin suggested Benadryl, Gatorade, and rest. I did all three and I was finally asleep, without contractions, by midnight.
Well, that pretty much sums up our day yesterday... Today, I am 31 weeks pregnant, only 6 weeks away from our full-term goal. Stay in babies! Stay in!!!
Here's our first 'sneak peek' that we received: