Test #1: first negative in 2010

so I took my first test and it showed a negative.
BUT I thought it was like alllll the others I've taken -to hold in the stream for 5 seconds- and then, as I was waiting for the lines to show up, I read "hold in stream for at least 10 seconds"!!!  WHAT?!  So, would it really make a difference if I didn't hold it in the stream long enough?!

I plan on buying in bulk this weekend...

So, I feel a bit of relief -but more sadness than relief.  Oh, well, I was prepared for all the ups and downs --this isn't the first time we've gone through this.

Lord, I trust your timing and plan for us.

g'night.