December 19, 2011
A punch in the gut
In order to respect a VIP in my life, I'm sorry, I can't share many details right now. It's not easy —because my way of 'healing' is mostly through words (spoken and written). All I know is that I don't know anything at this point. Everything I thought I knew about life just laughed in my face. It's a very isolating feeling. Yes, I have some great supportive people; however, I'm still the one that has to face everything and figure out a way to manage, to heal, to move on . . . to continue moving forward.
And worst of all, this is supposed to be "the most wonderful time of the year". Lord knows, I am truly grateful for the many blessings in my life —and I do mean many. But sometimes it's hard to see how they outweigh the heartache(s) and difficult chapters in life.