February 22, 2011
You are not welcome back
Another clomid cycle has passed —and the results, once again, have tested my emotions. Today's visit also resulted in very concerning, bad, news...not only not am I not pregnant, and the doc doesn't feel that the clomid is even doing its job "properly" at this point (because I'm still ovulating really late), but the ultrasound showed a very concerning cyst on my right ovary again. :( So i have to go back next week to see its progress. If it doesn't go away, I have to stop clomid for a while. (Nooooooo!) And if it's worse by next week, I might end up facing another surgery —ugh! In the name of Jesus --let the cyst be gone by next week.
I really had my hopes up for this month. But I know I have to trust God and at this point I'm just more focused on next week's appointment —I need that cyst to be gone...