My hands smell soooo good!

The cheesecake is in the oven now . . . my hands have the lingering scent of 'Seattle's Best' Chocolate Toffee flavored coffee -Mmm! --and cocoa.
It has been a strange morning . . . I'm not used to being all alone in the house -it's a little akward.  I have this feeling of "I have to go wake Kryssa up now."  But then I remember, "Oh, no I don't.  She's not here."   I miss her; even last night, as we were laying in bed, I kept on telling Chris, "I don't know how I'm going to handle our TEN day vacation (we leave in 5 days!) if I am missing her tonight --I'm with her all the time; I shouldn't be missing her over one night . . . I should be okay . . . ".  But it was not planned for her to stay the night and I was about 5 mins away when my mom called to say that Kryssa was asleep and I could just leave her there --they'll take her to Austin too.  So, I was really looking forward to hearing "Mommy!  Hi Mommy!" --she's always super excited when I pick her up.  So, that's probably why I've missed her the way I have -my heart was left waiting for her little smile and tiny voice to say "Mommy!" . . . I'm anxious to get to Austin and see her!! hee hee  Only 5 more hours!!! LoL.
Now, don't get me wrong; I AM ENJOYING THIS TIME!!!  She is one big ball of energy and a determined little 'explorer' --so, this is a wonderful, amazing, well needed, alone time.
So, I will drive to Austin all alone . . . I haven't done that since . . . hmmm . . . before I was marriend ('02) -maybe sometime when I was pregnant ('04)(although, I doubt I drove to Austin alone, while pregnant!) . . . .? --Either way, it's still been yeeears.
It's going to be a nice quite day!! YAY!! :D

Oh, my hands smell so yummy . . . I just hope the cheesecake turns out to taste as yummy as my hands smell.  Ha ha, I hope this smell stays stuck on my skin all day --it's like walking down the coffee isle . . . Mmmm . . . .

Mr. T likes to party

So apparently Chris is pretending to live the single life again. Yes, I could have gone to the party with him; but just because I choose not to doesn't mean that he takes advantage of free all night babysitting!!! If we would have gone together, we would have had to be home by 11pm probably. But I get the text saying that he won't be home till "12-1" -what the heck?! That's an hour window . . . WHATEVER!

Anyway, so, I'm very sleepy and would rather be sleeping off my frustration than sitting here, waiting for my bed sheets to finish up in the dryer. I would normally go lay out and snooze on the guest bed but I just cleaned out Kryssa's closet, toys and clothes, and decided to pile a ton of things on that bed for tonight (to hurry up and clear out her room so she could go to sleep). So, here I am, bothered, flustered, annoyed, sleepy -a little light headed too- and not able to relax on my bed . . . yet!

On a better note, Chris went to an "80's" party and he went as Mr. T -lol!!! Go ahead, laugh it off -because what you are about to see is ABSOLUTELY HALARIOUS!!! lol!!!

Well, I'm at fault for his mohawk -it should have been wider -but it was a bit off center to his face when I finished -lol- and I notice right away ---but too late, of course! lol. So, I just had to bring it in a bit on one side to center it up . . . I sure wish that he would have picked to dress up/resemble someone that made him look more masculine rather than more . . . well . . . net shirts and tight fitted pants just don't shout "MASCULINE!" -so, I did tell him that I'm really glad I chose to stay home. Especially after I saw what he bought to wear . . . lol. I just can't explain or even understand my husband at times . . . LOL, all I do it laugh . . . or roll my eyes and huff and puff -but tonight, I couldn't help but laugh and laugh and laugh . . .

I accomplished quite a bit today. I cleaned like I haven't cleaned in a long long time. Corners and crevices by hand . . . some serious, serious, "Spring Cleaning". I've been cleaning, well, I'm not anymore, but I had been, since about 1:30pm -and I came down stairs to "relax" at approx 11:30pm -I don't know what got into me but I'm glad I did all that I did!

Well, Chris just sent a text that he is on his way home -finally!! So, I should have some more crazy pics to post -of the actual party (he took my camera, so, I'm assuming there will be pics).

Nighty night everyone. Thanks for reading . . .

Straight from the cookie

"Do not give up; the beginning is always the hardest.", is what the fortune, in my fortune cookie, said.  Then the back side said "Boy" -ha ha ha; We really would love to have a little boy . . .

I know it's just a silly little fortune cookie but I still enjoyed that little message.

It must be a sign

"Do you think this is a sign?", Chris says as tossing something on the table.  I look down and see a Babies "R" Us catalog!! Lol!!  Even when we were pregnant, we NEVER recieved anything from them.  This is the very fist catalog we have ever received from that store.  It is addressed to "The Mayfield Family or Current Resident" -so, it wasn't just one of those weekly adds.  Pretty strange -but I really enjoyed looking through it, thinking of how it's going to be to 'get ready for baby' again!!    Oh, I am just tooooo anxious to get a positive reading on a pregnancy test.
So, tonight is day 2 of the 10 days of my first set of pills (provera) . . . God willing we will hear what we want to hear in the next 35 days or so!!  Eeeeek!!  hee hee!! 

"Me and You and You and Me" -Amanda G. M.'s answers

The race is on . . . . . . this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea ... and send it back to ME (via reply). Be honest and make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you!

My name:michelle mayfield

Summarize me in one sentence:a very positive person

Where did we meet?your front door

Take a stab at my middle name?amaris

How long have you known me?like a year or two

When is the last time that we saw each other?umm almost nine months ago

Do I drink?no

Do I smoke?no

Do I do drugs?no

Am I happy?always

Am I a good person?without a doubt

What was your first impression upon meeting me/seeing me?you looked very nice

What's one of my favorite things to do?bake yummys

Who do I love more than anything?kryssa/chris/god

Am I funny?yes

Have you ever made me smile ... if so when?um idk about this one

What's my favorite type of music?christian rock

Have you ever seen me cry?no

Can I sing?i head you can but you havent sung for me

What is the best feature about me?personality

Am I shy or outgoing?a little bit of both

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?follow the rules

Do I have any special talents?singing

What is a word that describes my personality?sweet

Have you ever hugged me?yes

Have you ever kissed me?no

What is my favorite food?idk

Am I a good cook?yes

Am I dating anyone?married

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?michelly

What's your favorite memory of me:dave and busters

What is my worst habit:umm idk

Do I like corn dogs?i hope you do they are good

Have you ever had a dream about me?nope

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring?i hope a cell phone

Are we friends?yeah

What's my religion?christian i think

Am I family oriented?very

Who is my best friend?chris

Will you repost this so I can do it?if i hvae time