I dreamt, all night, that I was taking pregnancy test after pregnancy test. Might be what happened yesterday, or it might just be because that's all that I seem to think about these days...
I woke up and Chris and KJ were still gone —they had gone to church and I chose to stay home. My phone was dead so I had NO clue of the time. I had planned on taking another hpt —because of what happened yesterday. I just need to again . . .
I couldn't find my pack of tests. I searched everywhere I could think to look for them. I then started to wonder if I had even purchased a bulk order of hpts —because my dreams were so crazy . . . I had to try to figure out if purchasing tests was real or part of another dream that felt all too real.
I plugged my phone in. I see the time —two in the afternoon! WHAT?!?! How in the world did I manage to sleep sooooo long?! (I guess I have to mention that I didn't go to sleep until after six in the morning. :( I just tossed and turned and tossed and turned. Either yesterday really messed with my head more than I knew —or the whole TTC is starting to mess with me...
I called Chris to find out if I really purchased hpts. He laughed and told me I did. He probably thinks I'm losing my marbles by now. lol So, when I hung up, I ended up searching and finding my bag of hpts under the pillow in the guest room! I can only imagine that KJ found herself a baggie of "fun things" to play with. haha. I counted them and they were all there.
I finally got around to taking a test —it was negative...again. :(
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