Lupron. Day 6

So far, things have not been as bad as I expected them to be. Last night was probably the worst with hot flashes and other 'craziness'. I wonder how much worse it's going to get?! Everything I read mentioned that the first two weeks were the absolute worse . . . I'm still waiting for the "worse" part of it. What if this is as bad as it gets? Hmm...

KJ's getting better :)
Last night, we watched Fame and she showed off all her famous dance moves and self composed songs! It was fabulous!!

My days, lately, have just been full of up and downs. I'm wishing I lived by a beach. I would LOVE to just go sit, read, watch the sun set, or rise, and hear the water . . . I do really need a little get-away. Something peaceful. Somewhere to just lay it all out, take it all in, and come back ready to face it all with a new understanding and new hope.

I will end with my current favorite songs:

mikeschair - Let the Waters Rise
From the album Mikeschair
Don't know where to begin
It's like my worlds caving in
And I try but I can't control my fear
Where do I go from here

Sometimes it's so hard to pray
When You feel so far away
but I am willing to go where You want me to
God I Trust You

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees

So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You

I will swim in the deep
Cuz you'll be next to me
You're in the eye of the storm and the calm of the sea
Your never out of reach

God You know where I've been
And You were there with me then
You were faithful before You'll be faithful again
I'm holding Your hand

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees

So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You

God Your love is enough
You will pull me through
I'm holding onto You
God Your love is enough
I will follow You
I will follow You

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees

So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You


Brandon Heath - Love Never Fails
From the album What If We
Love is not proud
Love does not boast
Love after all
Matters the most

Love does not run
Love does not hide
Love does not keep
Locked inside

Love is the river that flows through
Love never fails you

Love will sustain
Love will provide
Love will not cease
At the end of time

Love will protect
Love always hopes
Love still believes
When you don't

Love is the arms that are holding you
Love never fails you

When my heart won't make a sound
When I can't turn back around
When the sky is falling down
Nothing is greater than this
Greater than this

Love is right here
Love is alive
Love is the way
The truth the life

Love is the river that flows through
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love is the place you will fly to
Love never fails you